what will love do?

This is me, my life, my feelings. The real me not the girl that dates baller or ganster, The true me, I might act all hard, appear to be the party girl, the wild one, the home girl, the crazy one, the joker, the pretty one but in the end. Im weak, innocent, just a girl thats looking for a place in this world, to belong. Trying figure out if there is a such thing thats called love. I have been hurt, destoryed, and broken. I have had my first love. I went trough hell after losing the love of my life. I felt like i was just dying, didint know how to live without her. Sadly its been over a year and I still have my days, my moments, that i feel like im still going through it. I have learned to just live wit the hurt, the pain. Which is why Im the person I am today. I dont let people in. I have my guard up. I trust few. Less people you trust less likely you can get hurt. Do I believe in love I wanna say no. I try every single day not to. Truthfully every day Im also wanting it. Love is hard, painful. One thing that can destory you in heart beat. Will I ever love again? I dont want to. Yes, my fear is love and calories. (:

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