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<rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><atom:link rel="hub" href="http://tumblr.superfeedr.com/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"/><description>This is me, my life, my feelings. The real me not the girl that dates baller or ganster, The true me, I might act all hard, appear to be the party girl, the wild one, the home girl, the crazy one, the joker, the pretty one but in the end. Im weak, innocent, just a girl thats looking for a place in this world, to belong. Trying figure out if there is a such thing thats called love. I have been hurt, destoryed, and broken.  I have had my first love. I went trough hell after losing the love of my life. I felt like i was just dying, didint know how to live without her. Sadly its been over a year and I still have my days, my moments, that i feel like im still going through it. I have learned to just live wit the hurt, the pain. Which is why Im the person I am today. I dont let people in. I have my guard up. I trust few. Less people you trust less likely you can get hurt. Do I believe in love I wanna say no.  I try every single day not to. Truthfully every day Im also wanting it. Love is hard, painful. One thing that can destory you in heart beat. Will I ever love again? I dont want to. Yes, my fear is love and calories. (:</description><title>what will love do?</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @maymaybays)</generator><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3a2z9Nygy1qku69qo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/22125761565</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/22125761565</guid><pubDate>Mon, 30 Apr 2012 11:46:14 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3a3d8IO2D1qku69qo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/22125757688</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/22125757688</guid><pubDate>Mon, 30 Apr 2012 11:45:59 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3aoiyG9911qku69qo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/22125753421</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/22125753421</guid><pubDate>Mon, 30 Apr 2012 11:45:38 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>"it’s like we’re more than just friends but still less than lovers. you’re oh so tough, but i want to..."</title><description>“it’s like we’re more than just friends but still less than lovers. you’re oh so tough, but i want to be your first weakness. here we go again with the mixed signals and second thoughts.”</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/5369598003</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/5369598003</guid><pubDate>Mon, 12 Sep 2011 10:57:46 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she..."</title><description>“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect, you aren’t either &amp;&amp; the two of you may never be perfect together, but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, &amp;&amp; admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her &amp;&amp; give her the most you can.She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze &amp;&amp; don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, &amp;&amp; miss her when she’s not there.”</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/7467409553</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/7467409553</guid><pubDate>Sun, 10 Jul 2011 17:41:16 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>"●му нєα∂ ѕ¢яєαмє∂ иσ.
●му нєαят ωнιѕρєяє∂ уєѕ.
●яєαℓιту тσℓ∂ мє иσт тσ.
●вυт нσρє тells me to keep..."</title><description>“●му нєα∂ ѕ¢яєαмє∂ иσ.&lt;br/&gt;
●му нєαят ωнιѕρєяє∂ уєѕ.&lt;br/&gt;
●яєαℓιту тσℓ∂ мє иσт тσ.&lt;br/&gt;
●вυт нσρє тells me to keep tying`♥´”</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/6058946559</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/6058946559</guid><pubDate>Tue, 31 May 2011 22:34:11 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ll1j5bygbP1qfjbs3o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/5393833577</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/5393833577</guid><pubDate>Wed, 11 May 2011 12:58:23 -0400</pubDate><category>me</category></item><item><title>(; baby ppplease be gentle wit my heart its already been damaged...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ll1iu19vkh1qfjbs3o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;(; baby ppplease be gentle wit my heart its already been damaged once.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/5393697029</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/5393697029</guid><pubDate>Wed, 11 May 2011 12:51:36 -0400</pubDate><category>me</category></item><item><title>&lt;3 you’re not my alcohol, I want you to be my DRUG, my...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ll1ihwuBuD1qfjbs3o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;3 you’re not my alcohol, I want you to be my DRUG, my addiction. I don’t want you for the taste, I want YOU for the feeling&lt;3 &lt;l3&gt;&lt;/l3&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/5393547084</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/5393547084</guid><pubDate>Wed, 11 May 2011 12:44:19 -0400</pubDate><category>me</category></item><item><title>"hates hearing me talk about you, and all my friends call me stupid for wanting to be with you. they..."</title><description>“hates hearing me talk about you, and all my friends call me stupid for wanting to be with you. they tell me that i can do a hundred times better than you. but nobody understand how much i truly care about you.”</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/5369623431</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/5369623431</guid><pubDate>Tue, 10 May 2011 17:07:35 -0400</pubDate><category>quotes</category><category>life</category><category>love</category><category>me</category></item><item><title>"Sometimes you just got to forget about the past and look at what you got right infront of you."</title><description>“Sometimes you just got to forget about the past and look at what you got right infront of you.”</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/4322608981</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/4322608981</guid><pubDate>Sun, 03 Apr 2011 18:15:02 -0400</pubDate><category>quotes</category><category>life</category><category>love</category><category>me</category></item><item><title>"Sometimes you just have to give up on people. Chasing after them is a heartache, especially when..."</title><description>“&lt;p&gt;Sometimes you just have to give up on people. Chasing after them is a heartache, especially when they don’t try to meet you halfway.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Its funny how people say they miss you, but don’t even make a effort to even see you.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Never play with the feelings of others because you may win the game but you’ll surely loose the person for lifetime&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;It sucks when you know that you need to let go, but you can’t because you’re still waiting for the impossible to happen&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;A relationship without trust is like a car without gas. You can stay in it, but you wont get anywhere.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;You promised. You fucking promised that you wouldn’t hurt me. But you did. And you don’t even care&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;All my friends ask me why I’m so hung up on you after all the stuff you put me through. It’s hard to explain, and I wish they could realize why it’s like to look at you through my eyes&lt;/p&gt;”</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/4227344568</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/4227344568</guid><pubDate>Thu, 31 Mar 2011 00:44:00 -0400</pubDate><category>quotes</category><category>life</category><category>love</category><category>me</category></item><item><title>"in the past year, i’ve learned that 
goodbyes will always hurt. 
pictures never replace having..."</title><description>“&lt;p&gt;in the past year, i’ve learned that &lt;br/&gt;
goodbyes will always hurt. &lt;br/&gt;
pictures never replace having been there.&lt;br/&gt;
and memories- good or bad,&lt;br/&gt;
will bring tears to your eyes.&lt;br/&gt;
…and words will never be able to replace feelings.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;im not your “ex girlfriend”, im more like the best thing you ever let go&lt;/p&gt;”</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/4017788205</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/4017788205</guid><pubDate>Tue, 22 Mar 2011 00:16:00 -0400</pubDate><category>quotes</category><category>life</category><category>love</category><category>me</category></item><item><title>"Everytime I thought about you, it upset me. I always felt sorry for myself, but lately everytime I..."</title><description>“&lt;p&gt;Everytime I thought about you, it upset me. I always felt sorry for myself, but lately everytime I think about you I feel sorry for you. You fucked up the best thing in your life, and I got rid of the most fucked up thing in mine.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;“I’ve been hurt too many times, stressed out enough, confused at times, and sometimes I just don’t know what to do, but what bothers me the most is I can’t seem to let go” &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Now you’re acting as if I’d still take you back.&lt;br/&gt;
Think again, I’ve moved on. It took so long&lt;br/&gt;
for it to actually happen, It took so many long&lt;br/&gt;
nights &amp; painful cries, but I’m over you.&lt;br/&gt;
Suck it up &amp; deal.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;br/&gt;
“And everyone knows what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. So when you try to pull her down, you’re helping her last longer.” &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;“Don’t waste your time on things that only hurt you, and remember to forget those who forgot you.” &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;br/&gt;
“I’ve been used and lied to, time and time again. But I can’t blame you entirely; Because I’m the stupid one, for letting you do it over and over again.&lt;/p&gt;”</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/4004515510</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/4004515510</guid><pubDate>Mon, 21 Mar 2011 12:35:00 -0400</pubDate><category>quotes</category><category>life</category><category>love</category><category>me</category></item><item><title>what love is to me</title><description>&lt;p&gt;love. i hate it. it hurts. it painful.it destorys me. its one thing that makes me so weak.then again its all i want. i want her back more then anything. its been over a year. i still miss her like crazy. i still cry myself to sleep just wanting her back. i would give anything to go back to try harder to make it work. she is the love of life. my everything. yeah i fake it act like im over her. but i would give anything to have her back. just one more chance. i just want my baby back.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/3996992333</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/3996992333</guid><pubDate>Mon, 21 Mar 2011 00:29:32 -0400</pubDate><category>quotes</category><category>life</category><category>love</category><category>me</category></item><item><title>"no matter your morals, your expectations, or your dating rules; 
there will always be one person you..."</title><description>“&lt;p&gt;no matter your morals, your expectations, or your dating rules; &lt;br/&gt;
there will always be one person you comes into your life &lt;br/&gt;
&amp; changes everything you’ve believed in.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;“show me your worth the risk” &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;“you were never a waste of time, just a harsh realization that I can do bettter.” &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;“I am the way i am because you loved me,&lt;br/&gt;
the most fucked up,heartstrung mess,&lt;br/&gt;
but i am stronger,and its because you loved me.♥”&lt;/p&gt;”</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/2959076064</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/2959076064</guid><pubDate>Thu, 27 Jan 2011 11:04:00 -0500</pubDate><category>quotes</category><category>life</category><category>love</category><category>me</category></item><item><title>"She’ll chase you around for a while, but there’s going to be a day when she’s..."</title><description>“&lt;p&gt;She’ll chase you around for a while, but there’s going to be a day when she’s going to stop running in circles around you, she’s going to get over you, and at that moment, you’ll wish you had let her catch you.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;“Let’s get this straight; you used to know me, and you remember what happened with that situation? See, that girl you used to know, she left. Just like you did.” &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt; “Who knew all I needed was to be with you to get over you? Because the you I used to know is gone and I don’t like the you I’ve been seeing and hearing.&lt;/p&gt;”</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/2942098276</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/2942098276</guid><pubDate>Wed, 26 Jan 2011 12:02:00 -0500</pubDate><category>quotes</category><category>life</category><category>love</category><category>me</category></item><item><title>"Talk to her, she’s a girl.
The reason she doesn’t talk first is
because she has the..."</title><description>“&lt;p&gt;Talk to her, she’s a girl.&lt;br/&gt;
The reason she doesn’t talk first is&lt;br/&gt;
because she has the vision of a boy who&lt;br/&gt;
will go out of his way or her.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;“She has feelings; she has a heart. In fact,&lt;br/&gt;
she probably has the biggest heart amoung all the girls you know.&lt;br/&gt;
Because although you’ve given her nothing, not one reason for&lt;br/&gt;
her to be around, she’s still there. And someday, she won’t be anymore.”&lt;/p&gt;”</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/2941934064</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/2941934064</guid><pubDate>Wed, 26 Jan 2011 11:48:00 -0500</pubDate><category>quotes</category><category>life</category><category>love</category><category>me</category></item><item><title>"Truth is, I never got over you. Truth is, I wish I was standing in her shoes. Truth is, when..."</title><description>“&lt;p&gt;Truth is, I never got over you. Truth is, I wish I was standing in her shoes. Truth is, when it’s all said and done I guess I’m still in love with you .&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;“If he misses you, he’ll call. If he wants you, he’ll say it. And if he cares, he’ll show it. If not, he can’t be worth your time because you’re obviously not worth his.” &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt; “i want someone to care so much even though i say i dont. i push people who start to love me away because i know that if they stopped loving me, it would kill me. but everything kills me anyways.”&lt;/p&gt;”</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/2941903543</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/2941903543</guid><pubDate>Wed, 26 Jan 2011 11:45:00 -0500</pubDate><category>quotes</category><category>life</category><category>love</category><category>me</category></item><item><title>"You let go,
so now it’s my turn.
I can accept that,
but when I find happiness,
don’t..."</title><description>“You let go,&lt;br/&gt;
so now it’s my turn.&lt;br/&gt;
I can accept that,&lt;br/&gt;
but when I find happiness,&lt;br/&gt;
don’t decide you love me.”</description><link>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/2941884160</link><guid>http://maymaybays.tumblr.com/post/2941884160</guid><pubDate>Wed, 26 Jan 2011 11:43:47 -0500</pubDate><category>quotes</category><category>life</category><category>love</category><category>me</category></item></channel></rss>
